I have such bad dysphoria right now (every day, lbr); it’s making me physically ill. My own body is killing me. Send help, for real.


I’m going to be shutting down the fundraiser. It’s just not getting me the help I need… My skin is in the worse shape it’s ever been in, and my chest muscles ache, and my back is so bad I don’t even want to leave the house.

If anyone has any suggestions as to how I can get top surgery funding/aid, then by all means come talk to me. There’s not a lot of hope for me, otherwise.


murasaki-ahiru:

Happy Birthday to the man, the legend that is Jeffrey Combs




I realise I’ve been all but absent from this blog but I nevertheless appreciate each and every one of my (non-spam) followers and friends who have stuck by me in the past and present-ish.

Of course it’s difficult for anyone who has not experienced childhood trauma and abuse, and especially existential and physiological dysphoria- to understand where I’m at (past my prime; breaking point), but in the coming days I hope to establish a personal fundraiser for top surgery and it would mean a LOT to me if you would all contribute– Ten dollars, one dollar. A nickel. Anything. Anything to give me HOPE. Frankly, I don’t have anywhere else to turn to… Family is against me, I’ve not a single “real world” friend, and I don’t have much money of my own. My health is declining at an alarming rate. I’ve gained 60 pounds where I could lose a hundred, and emotionally I’ve put on about a thousand more. My medications are as high as they will go, and the scary part is they just barely hold me together…

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dinolich:
“all Meowths are created equal
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dinolich:

all Meowths are created equal

katthedemonslayer:

Favorite Rupert Giles quotes in season 1

kpfun:

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keanujpg:

keanu reeves on stephen colbert (5/10/19)

andwoids:
“thanks @3v1ldead for my LIFE for commissioning some Stock Boy Ted!!!
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andwoids:

thanks @3v1ldead for my LIFE for commissioning some Stock Boy Ted!!!